Holidays have been decently normal, nothing much interesting.

lots of council meetings- so commz d and grad night it is. meetings were rather ok, except for that one fail meeting which we met in the council room and ended up playing peeng poong (table tennis) on the china table. other meetings have either been very long or very droney, or both. writing 20+ page reports are seriously getting me bored

CCAL ‘camp’- super suan, after we didn’t get to go to Bintan. some guy showed us the video of last year’s camp, which was a lot more fun than a half day boring session of TLC, which is the third time i’m doing it

OG chalet- semi fail, only 10 ppl in all went, most of those who stayed over were boys, all except one. just stoned in the chalet, playing b’ball and soccer on the xbox 360, the occasional guitar and movie. oh and good food, from the bbq and Changi Village market

IRT- omg so fun:) Chicken nuggets, gender blender, boleh, ‘a duck is neither a chicken or a turkey’, fail skit, captains ball, specs died, enuff said

Cage- haha only 11 guys + 1 girl went. just spammed soccer for 2 hours. stubbed a finger, cracked a nail. all in the first 10 mins of the game

Amazing Race CIP at WLC- so not a wlc,  amazing race was normal, just bring people around. nothing much

mugging- rather unproductive, except when at jun liang’s house. today was like super unproductive, because the musical ppl all got distracted by guit and piano, but progress on work is ok

Rangers survival camp tmr to sun, technically is on fri, but need to set up and practice

Life’s really unpredictable, yea:)

a part of the journey has ended, one that suddenly appeared out of nowhere and presented itself to me. it was a good 2 months or so, and whether i’ll get it again is not up to me, as much as i want to stay. it’s been really a great, eye opening and most importantly fun experience

…and as one chapter closes, another one opens

OMG. i guessed i slept through almost all the periods today
econs- went to library, sleep
math- half asleep
pe- go library sleep
history- AWAKE
physics- AWAKE

match support was usual, finally being able to see people playing hockey from a spectator’s pov, especially when you know how the game is being played. rj girls won 1-0, so both teams are in the semis.

i wan to watch man u later, must sleep soon

woots. today beat vj 5-1

i played 3 mins……

and let in a goal. through my legs

but at least i made a save

it’s quite a fun and enriching journey, seeing the team grow and improve from game to game. it’s different from gym, really, where all you get in a year is one chance and 25 seconds to prove your whole year, and yea it’s been a really great experience

i’m seriously starting to lag on lessons and stuff, ponned pw, gp, math, physics for the game today

it’s a lot easier said than done

yea?

i hope it’s like one and a half years ago. i really do. i trust

i sort of expected the first one, and it would be fine to give it up to someone fully dedicated to council and nothing else

the second one was the one that really baffled me. maybe i didn’t do that much ‘publicity’ or something like that, or maybe my tone of the speech or something like that, or i guess it’s just god’s will or something like that.

i feel sad, not emo

sometimes it’s really hard to accept god’s will for you, because there are all the desires that you want for yourself in life and stuff, and yes it does become a struggle sometimes. but you got to accept it and stuff. i accept that maybe it would have been ok if i didn’t get it, but what really makes me baffled in the second one was why i didn’t even make it into the top 3. ppl came up to me to say my speech was good and stuff, and i knew that what i said was really what i meant, ever since sec 4 with my experiences. the changing of the voting system to hurry up the process didn’t help either, and it was quite painful not seeing my name up there in the top three

argh

Yay. I finally finished killer PI.

It’s real late, and tmr it’s going to be another killer day
- PI due
- match vs CJC
- rush back to school for IE2 till prob say 1am

council. hockey. academics

i lay them at your feet

u’noe, sometimes i wonder how much people understand me, the way i work, the way i think, and the reasons why i work this way. i’ll probably accept that the way i think sometimes is not normal, the different ways i act around different people, and probably most of you’ve only seen one side of it, the more negative side, because it’s just the way i am with closer friends, the way i feel is more suitable, more lively.

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woots we stayed up till 2 to finish invest proposal yesterday, this weeks seems to be quite slack in terms of homework compared to previous weeks, only got pi and lots of revision to do. council is fun, even though it hasn’t started, but behind all the fun we have on the planning level, internal/external elections is all about politics.

I was looking through the council invest proposal for 2008. 38 pages long- woah. imagine having to do something of that standard by monday morning. it’s like so shocking compared to grad night back in RI, where all we did was to have flimsy sheets of papers and simple proposals on the egroups, not really vetted by mr TWS at that time, and we actually didn’t have a full rehearsal, because some people went off to watch Avenue Q at that time. now it’s super hiong, and it’s going to be like a taste of what we have to do next time.

oh crap. i have math test and match tmr, but i’m not sleeping yet because i have hist term paper due tmr too

it’s a balance of fun and responsibility